December 2010
its a memory worth twice every thought: what my King did for me & you.
oh baby all i want for christmas is youuuuu
confession:
i miss us being best friends…everything else can wait for the rest of our lives.
no one ever really wins in heartbreak warfare...
…be prepared dear. you live in a world that is hurting and chooses to hurt. if i could protect you and be your shield, i would take every blow intended for you. its a painful, tearful goodbye to know that the ones you love inflict so recklessly. i see your eyes well up by trying to hold back the flood gates you keep. dear friend, you are safe here. you can trust this friendship, i...
it is good that you exist...
…not because you are a human being. not because you are living and breathing. not because you are an american living in a very blessed and free country. not because you have a family who tries to raise you right. not because you have friends who you need and who need you. not because you laugh. not because sometimes you break down and cry. not because you were raised in a christian home. not...
finding grace in the patience...
{ there is grace in the patience and despite the waiting, i will learn how to tenderly love each moment that i’m in because God is good }
so if that means waiting even when i don’t want to, then i will wait. and if that means that though i may have found the rest of my life, i will graciously take each moment and learn well from them. i won’t rush what i love. my heart can rest...
my thoughts at 11:53pm
i’m drinking ice cold milk and eating a couple cookies. its been a long day. alot of friend issues, alot of “heart” issues (which wasn’t always a bad things btw).
i feel like hurt and pain is inevitable. it will happen. unfortunately, i might be the causer. real talk though, i think i’m just scared to face the facts. 2 + 2 = 4. here we go.